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Infrequently asked questions. [28 Jan 2018|01:50pm]
There are some things about my roleplaying habits, I guess, that could be made into general statements and/or assumptions:

· I have older characters with which I have deeper connections. I will [almost] always jump at the opportunity to play them and I usually have no problem with placing them in new situations. However, if I do not feel that I have the ability to at least express the majority of the role’s personality with words, I will not force myself to do it. (Meaning, there are certain characters that just fit perfectly with certain scenarios — so don’t take it the wrong way if I don’t create a new character to go along with the storyline!)

· I have given ‘celebrity roleplay’ a fair try, and it isn’t my slice of bread/cup of tea/corner of the field. That doesn’t mean I refuse to roleplay celebrities entirely. It means I will always prefer custom characters of the ‘PB’ type, so long as the debate is between celebrity and PB. In the event that you catch me portraying a celebrity, it is most likely because I feel comfortable with the thought of the role.

· No, I don’t write like some of the ‘gods’ you might see crawling around here. I wasn’t ever given the idea that I should meet any expectations other than my own. Being taught to roleplay on AOL, I generally don’t enjoy all of the things I encounter on InsaneJournal (previously GreatestJournal). Journaling for characters is fun, and so is having AIM conversations for them; I haven’t always been as fond of threading via InsaneJournal as I am now, and while I will occasionally do scenes via AIM, I’m really not as comfortable with it [now] due to the fact that I’m sometimes not as quick as I’d like to be. If you have a preference, just say so!

· Relating a character’s emotions and dramatics to the person who controls them is not something I do. Many people believe in listing this (‘respecting the IC/OOC border’) as a rule in their communities, but very few believe in actually following it. I find it funny when people ask me if something is wrong when a character of mine is upset. “Oh yes, something is wrong. You’re making awkward assumptions, and giving me the impression you can no longer distinguish between fantasy and reality.” Don’t get bent out of shape if my characters surprise you by having a personality of their own.

· I prefer ‘ugly’ people (please refer to this) over what the rest of the world considers to be ‘attractive’.

Miscellaneous bits. )
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N/Z: 001. [24 Jun 2010|10:51am]
"Goddamn it!"

Of course. The one and only time he decided - on a slightly more than impulsive whim - to wear the white (which meant, unfortunately, that it was also nearly impossible to clean) suit, his actions conflicted horribly with someone else's sad excuse for plans. He should've seen it coming. Then again, it wasn't too often that the general public did much planning for illness of an apocalyptic nature -- they had the fancy, acronym-labeled organizations looking out for them and their overall health... so why even bother?

Why even bother? Did the fact that he'd been running, running for miles that he'd long ago lost count of, from things he wasn't even sure had the ability to exist make worrying worth his effort? To be honest, he wasn't quite sure he knew what to focus his energy on -- should he be more worried about creating a specific strategy or should he be more worried about why he hadn't already turned into one of those creeps? -- none of it really made sense to him. Sure, he'd have liked to know what was going on, but when it came down to it -- when it really came down to what was most important, and at this point he'd figured that survival qualified as one of those things -- he couldn't be bothered to give half a damn about scientific evidence.

His legs and lungs both burned, but he was far beyond content to continue, never pausing to consider that readjusting his pace might bring him an additional moment or two of comfort. He didn't want to be comfortable, because the moment he felt at ease with his surroundings was the moment he forgot he was in a crisis. And with the way things - zombies, Infected, motherfucking freaks... whatever they were, it wasn't like Nick cared about them enough to be 'politically correct' in their favour - had a tendency to jump out from all kinds of different angles, he couldn't afford to be oblivious to anything.

By the time night fell, however, he knew he had to find shelter. No matter how confident he was in his ability to keep on keepin' on, there was no way he would allow himself to stumble around - completely vulnerable - in the dark. It wasn't that he was afraid... necessarily... it just wasn't a good idea. But finding shelter that met his standards was a completely different story. In his mind, there was no reason he shouldn't be able to find a five star hotel with his name plastered all over it (of course, that may have been a bit of an exaggeration, as he would have been just as open to the idea of an abandoned home that still had running water).

Nick didn't have the patience to continually enter houses and search through them for possible infected, so he settled for what had been closest at the time, circling the house to assess the situation at hand. All the lower-level windows were boarded up, and both the front and back doors appeared to be blocked (he hadn't investigated that any further than attempting to open them). While in the back yard, however, he'd spotted a second floor window that appeared to be propped open, and just underneath it was a rickety bit of latticework. It didn't quite reach the window, and had probably only been meant to be used as a guide for... ivy, or some sort of plant that apparently hadn't been introduced to the dirt just yet. Whatever the reason for its being there, Nick could be sure it made sense in some way he didn't care to understand; he was just interested in using it to his advantage before it broke. Luckily, he was able to claw his way in through the window, probably dirtying his suit all that much more (because really, who actually took the time to clean that sort of stuff) before turning around to close and lock the blasted thing.

It wasn't long before he began searching through the rest of the house. He was determined to get his night's rest, and that certainly wouldn't happen until he knew he was the only one under that particular roof.
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Coby & Dane: 001 [30 Apr 2010|12:01am]
Barkbarkbark. )

[14 Dec 2008|06:59pm]
Nope. )

[08 Oct 2007|03:50am]
Who: Adrian Hywel.
What: Waiting.
Where: Outside Sean's house.


Laundry. )

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